
So honestly, I thought that I would write some thoughts about what I have been going through the last 2.5 months. Since I don't write in a journal much I figure I could write on here and print it off later to put in books for my kids. Anyways, I have been through so much unhealthy crap lately and I am starting to wonder what in the world is wrong with me. As some know I am insulin resistant. Which if you don't know its
pre-diabetes. Which I am glad I don't have that. So I have had many issues there including medications that absolutely make me sick. Although I was diagnosed about two years ago, I am just starting to control it again. I kinda stopped after I got pregnant because of how sick I was. Anyways, so then almost 3 months ago I woke up one morning with Bells Palsy in my face. WHAT? This has completely been a challenge for me. I absolutely am insecure about stupid things like this and it happens to me. For those who don't know what that is. It is a
temporary paralysis of one side of your face, something about the nerve on the brain stem swells and blocks all functionality to that side of your face. So pretty much my whole left side was
nonfunctional and unemotional. I had to take tests, a cat scan, and disgusting medications. And now, three months later is starting to slowly go away which it could take up to a year . . . which I will be a bit upset about. I have noticed that I can now smile almost fully though. . .there's just a little limp to it. But it was pretty ridiculous before. Then about 3 days ago, I bent over to pick up my ever so growing non-stop child and my back completely went out on me. So for the next 2 weeks I am not suppose to lift or handle anything . . . really. I am not exactly sure how this is going to come about with a 1 year old child who has become spoiled and I am a stay at home mom so that doesn't mix well with back injuries. . . HONESTLY, what else is going to go wrong. I went to the doctor and apparently I have strained the ligaments or tendons of my spine. . . that he could tell. They couldn't check about a shifted disc
cuz its a Saturday and there wasn't a technician in. So I ended up getting THREE gigantic shots in my back . . . which were extremely painful. I said to the nurse "uh . . . I already went through this once . . .
don't want to do it again . . . unless its worth it . . LIKE BEARING CHILDREN" anyways, so the third one went in and was the most painful and all the sudden, I turned white and completely went limp and passed out. So I can now say for the first time in my life . . . . I have officially passed out. Weirdest thing ever . . . I could hear and almost respond to my surroundings but like
couldn't move. Then I almost threw up . . . . IT WAS HORRIBLE! SO its been interesting because I have been to the doctor so much the last two months that I am getting tired of hearing how its weird I am getting all these issues because I am so young, they all are common in older people not young people . . . . how pleasant. So by the time I am 30 I will have problems of like a 90 year old. CANT WAIT! Anyways, so now I am just waiting for the Lord to challenge me with something else. Holy cow, between me and my husband I am not sure if we can have ANY more bad luck. If you don't know about him . . . well he has way more than me . . . . although most of his aren't physical. We got our car broken into for the THIRD time in the last 2 years which important things were stolen out pertaining to his work which made him stay in Utah for 7 days instead of 2. Then he went down to utah again this week and his eyes were messed up so he took his contact out and it ripped,So . . .he had to make an emergeny stop at the nearest walmart eye center to get a quick exam and RX. . . because he would have been the blind man driving into your car if not. Not to mention the 2 sets of wallets that have meraculously disappeared from his butt pocket the last 4 months. . . in which our business and personal cards have been reordered a total of three times now . . . at least in the last 4 months. ( I won't even mention everything before that!) then on Sunday he decided to come home . . . because of our family Christmas Party and ended up with a flat tire and sitting in Tremonton trying to find ANYBODY to fix the tire on a Sunday. That kid is cursed from Utah! GEEZ . . so my
solution is Everyone can pray for us to get our acts together and start being healthy and luckier than we have recently! Oh and since its like Christmas in like 2 days . . . . MERRY CHRISTMAS . . . . . too bad I can't lift any of my sweet presents to rip into . . . . if I get any!!! lol Wish us luck getting through all the stuff that is now and is to be in the near future . . probably!!!!!!!!!!!!